ME

I adore the time when I smile and move on,
Where I love myself more than I ever did.
It must be fate that made me realize,
That what reside in me is a curious kid.

I wish to play with wind,
walk over the clouds to grab stars.
I hope I can be my last love
 And heal all my scars.

I promise that today I will become more of me
Than I was ever before.
I will learn to fly with a broken wing
And higher will I soar.

Be someone unique and be proud of it.
Be someone you will love and you wanna be with.
Be in love with your own being.
Be the real Me.

            - Kajal Panwar

ESCAPE FROM YOU

Danced on your hands, I thought that was love.
Gave you all I have got, but than also for you commitment was tough.
Became your personal sweet, I hoped that was enough.

You measured my feelings, whenever you wanted to be pleased.
Gave up all my adventure, so that your mind be at ease.
Your tight grip became suffocating, but for you it was a leash.

All was first for me,
But for you it was a trial.
I did what I could, I did what I should but all was futile.
Waited for you to reach out, but little did I know your heart was already vile.

Now please bridge my mind to my heart,
Cause it is in great turmoil.
Seldom, it goes bizarre but when it does all emotions get boil.
So i wish to escape from you, before I turn to soil.

              - Kajal Panwar

BEYOND THE HORIZON: LET IT ALL GO

BEYOND THE HORIZON: LET IT ALL GO: Just to become part of you I sacrificed my mere existence but you were that vast ocean in which a mere drop of tear couldn't find it...

IF I DIE

If I die, bury me in the sea.
At least in my death I will be free.

If I die, please don't cry.
Seeing you in tears will turn me dry.

If I die, please have a feast.
Because that will make everyone happy at least.

If I die, please don't blame anyone.
Because there is nothing anyone could have done.

If I die, please love yourself more.
From my behalf too because your the only one I adore.

If I die, please bury me in the sea.
Because than I will scatter in it, tell you how much I loved thee.

               - Kajal Panwar

A NO COULD HAVE BEEN BETTER

Silently for ages, I had feeling for you.
But for you love was another joke.
A No could have been better.

Courageously, I confessed my heart out to you.
But for you it was a show.
A No could have been better.

Seriously, I have loved you with all I have got.
But for you it was a chance to mock.
A No could have been better.

Relentlessly, I tried to move on.
But for you then it was a Yes.
A no could have been better.

Foolishly, I did fall for you again.
But by then you already tore me apart.
A No could have better.

                                  - Kajal Panwar

CAN I BE

Can I be the girl who loves you till the sunrise?
I wish to hold you close and tight,
when your fears become real and you can't sleep at night.
I hope to be a calming place,
Where you can lie down and your heart won't race.

Can I be the girl who loves you till the end of her times?
I prefer your voice over mine,
Your words are music to me
Like a wind chime.
I hope I can be the Nightingale,
Whenever u have a rough day n u become pale.

Can I be the girl who loves you even if you are not mine?
I wish to see you smile and filled with joy,
As happy as a summer boy.
Even if it is far far away,
I hope you remember that you have a place here whenever you wish to stay.

                                      - Kajal Panwar

TRAVEL AND SEE

I want to travel and see,
Place where the ocean meets the land in a starry night.
What a beautiful view it would be?

I want to travel high and low,
Place where you can feel your breath and touch your life
In the deep ocean or in the mountains covered with snow.

I want to travel to exotic places,
Where the culture is outlandish and people speak divergent dialect
and of unfamiliar races.

I want to travel to the pristine forest and lonely marooned land
Place where all you can hear and see is nature
Place where silence is music with a wonderful view of sand.

I want to travel around the globe,
Place where I can discover myself and where I can be Me
Cause I wish to sleep in arms of Gaia and merge with thee.

                                                  - Kajal Panwar