A NO COULD HAVE BEEN BETTER

Silently for ages, I had feeling for you.
But for you love was another joke.
A No could have been better.

Courageously, I confessed my heart out to you.
But for you it was a show.
A No could have been better.

Seriously, I have loved you with all I have got.
But for you it was a chance to mock.
A No could have been better.

Relentlessly, I tried to move on.
But for you then it was a Yes.
A no could have been better.

Foolishly, I did fall for you again.
But by then you already tore me apart.
A No could have better.

                                  - Kajal Panwar