YOU STILL MAKE ME BLUSH

Judge me all  you want, but i still savor the look on your face whenever I see you. Nothing else tore me down as much as just one look at your face did. Air seems to be thicker now and my eyes seems to be all red, the sharp tinge of pain that I suffered in those mere few seconds seems to remind me that I am still not over you. The moment where my heart stopped for a second thought and I felt all the blood rushing to my brain, when my lungs remain contracted just cause there was a moment of pause in my life that remained. I felt what your mere presence can do to me, what I thought was gone was still there. Your face made me remember the love once I had for you. In that blink of moment I felt life leaving me, cause I am unable to call you anymore, my throat went soar, my eyes became wet just by seeing you again, I cried without any sound.
Many days had past since we use to be on, but still your smiling face makes me happy. Though cursing is the only way we communicate now but even now your presence made me satisfied, my day felt complete. I was shocked at the content that I felt because of you. My mind hates the thought of talking to you again but still I was at bliss. All this made me realize that somethings stay with you forever even if you wish it to be gone.
Your image is burned in my brain like a birthmark on child.