I'M LOOSING YOU

 

Candle light dinner

Long flirtatious conversation

Even when you smiled at me

Like you just saw million stars

I felt I'm loosing you.

Spring strolls

Holding hands as we walk

Even when you called my name

Like I was your own

I felt like I'm loosing you.

Summer dates

Dancing in the moonlight

Even when you sang for me 

Like I was your favourite melody

I felt like I'm loosing you.

Cold winter nights

Seating by the fire

Even when you hugged me

Like I'm your home

I felt like I'm loosing you.

All those times

When we were together

Even when you told me I was the one

Like I'm the one you loved

I felt like I'm loosing you.

I'm loosing you little more each day.

Each time we meet,

I feel like I'll keep on loosing you.

         -lakaj

TILL I GET THERE

Too far behind in my life,

I'm blinded by the lies.

Some screams turn out to be true,

But this world knows how to hypnotize.

Too much exhausted,

I have burned my resources.

Still don't know what that I want,

I'm on the wrong end wherever I progress.

Too hard to reach where I want,

I have skinned every being of my hope.

But I know somewhere this all will lead,

I'll walk blindfolded and without a rope.

I'm willing to swim in tears,

And forget all dears.

Even if it all becomes my burden to take,

I'll carry it over for years.

Not all lies will make me hate,

I feel it in my bones that I belong here.

Not too far ahead is my fate,

I'll hike and jump till I get there.

                 

  -lakaj.