Monday, 27 August 2018

BLUE SKY AND THE SEA

Opened my eyes, just clear blue sky and sea is all I can see.
In this deserted island there is no other soul, there is nothing but me.

As my consciousness drifted apart.
I can only focus on one thing, the sound of my beating heart.

Thirst is all I can sense now, other sense seems to fail in my misery.
How I ended up here is still an unsolved mystry.

My eyes are hurting with strong gaze of sun.
My mind is telling me move to the shade but my body is unable to run.

I don't think I will die just yet but I know for sure I won't live much longer.
As my body is getting weaker by minute and hunger is getting stronger.

I can't tell the time but when sun will be low and temperature little down.
I will muster up all my courage and make my move around.

As the time passes by I realized one thing.
That death is real but dream is of forever living.

As the sun is setting I moved my hand to support myself for standing.
Than only I realized the weight of my body and energy I am exerting.

Harder I tried to crawl towards the leafy beach.
The more I realized my life is out of my reach.

But still through all the pain and suffering as made to the uneven bark of that long tree.
I heard the sound of a miracle over me, chopper flying near by me.

Exhausted and dehydrated, still I managed to shout with my dry and low voice.
But as seeing the result of my doubtful attempt my mind became blank without my choice.

I felt a softer ground as if I am in heaven and breeze on my skin as if an floating.
Opening my eyes I saw the view of my blissful life, my family, friends and doctors debating.

I missed them so much, I missed my life.
Though it was just a couple of days but still my thoughts were in strife.
I loved it to be back in the city and between it's noise and lights.
But sometimes just sometimes I miss that island and it's quite.

                        - Kajal Panwar

Friday, 24 August 2018

MY SUPERPOWER IS MOVING ON

Love is no friend of mine,
Hurt and guilt would just treat me fine.
The imperfections of our perfect future,
Was all I wanted to make right.
But behind those sweet gestures was
A mean heart which held grudges tight.
It's all right, ur lies can't tear me anymore,
Because my superpower is moving on.

I really wanted someone who would swipe me off my feet.
A prince charming or a Sinbad with a fleet.
Just one moment of love in which I can just doze off.
Holding hands, candle light dinners or just a simple correction of my gloss.
But it's okk now even if fairytales are not true.
Because things like unicorn or true love doesn't easily come to you.

So let this love be a mystery, an unforgettable tale to be told.
An unnoticed gesture of kindness and untamed passion to behold.

                   - Kajal Panwar

Saturday, 11 August 2018

BUT I CHOOSE MYSELF

I do wanna kiss those lips,
Before getting off from your car.
I do want those hugs,
Sudden and exciting as they are.
But m gonna choose myself ,
And rise up against all odds.
I do wanna love you so much,
I did try to win that heart.

I do wish to sleep beside you,
Every night could have been a beautiful hour.
I do wanna hold those hands,
Every day would have bloomed like a spring flower.
But m gonna be myself,
To be on top and independent.
I do wanna keep you,
I did wish you upon the shooting star.

I do wish to be with you,
In everything and every hour.
I do wanna be your life,
Be your strength and power.
I do wish to be your future,
Even if m not your past.
I do wanna live my life for you
And love you till it last.

But I have dreams to fill with reality.
I have to prove myself to me.
Even if I can't accomplish them in this lifetime.
I Know I'll leave my legacy to my family tree.

                - Kajal Panwar

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