WE LOVE TO GET FIXED

Preach us nothing cause upto the core we are filled with enticing thoughts of getting lost,
Crowd around taught us what life is and what happiness costs.
With this chivalrous mask we can still manage to sink in the depth of being wrong,
Acceptance of unacceptable humor just made us laugh long.

It's hard to find the true face of man,
People nowadays are interested in playing pretend.
The chaos of this mass is just any ordinary event,
While the silence of a soul is something to prevent.

It's always me but not us,
There is a crowd to be while their feelings in a rush.
All we want now is being always surrounded,
Cause loneliness is something u feel when grounded.

People now face insecurities with question,
And made their mind on one person's decision.
We couldn't face the no we couldn't take the risk,
Because in this universe of ours we don't love to get healed but to get fixed.
                                - Kajal Panwar

Legacy

I wish I could be more of a green than grey.
Would have lived a life more fulfilling than being lost astray.
Dreamed a lot of becoming someone with social standing.
But little did I know this world loves only perfect landing.

Through with texture of multiple sadness.
I know my quest isn't real that it is a madness.
Being broken wasn't I was looking forward to.
Even the merciless herd of these deaf people bid me adieu.

Scars were the only trophy I could acquire.
Left me with this unsatisfying thirst for more desire.
I couldn't span my wings to flaunt my glory.
Because for royals my methods weren't holy.

My ideas were my only weapon.
The path I chose and the things I did where meant to happen.
In the battle field of right and wrong.
I chose the metal that made me strong.
Whether I fly or I die but I know by this my name will live on.

                     - Kajal Panwar