We love and love again...
We embrace this feeling of desire multiple times in our life.Sometimes with the same person but sometimes its not.. to fall in love all over again is challenging but to be able to love is enough in itself but to be loved is mesmerizing .... isn't it? But that's not always the case some time you have to hold onto your feeling before letting it all go without being noticed... this feeling is worse than dying but still worth living cause you got to see them every day even if it makes you fall apart every single time.
It may not always be a happy ending but we can't put stopper over it. The anxiety never goes away, that painful clenching of heart really does hurt and we know all this will never go away so soon.
But someday we hope to let go of it with smile that is real , with the strength to stand strong and laugh and with mind that is free from anguish.
Maybe there will be a time when all of it will look like a dream, maybe there will be still some way when we can look back at it with smile.
If not today than tomorrow, if not now than later but there will be a future where it will all be less painful and it will all be over.
-Kajal Panwar